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The table smells like whiskey

Clothes are on the floor

I can't remember when two brown eyes started to feel like home

I ask about your family

And California air

You know you're my achilles heel

My mantra, and my prayer

I wait for the right person

You wait for the right time

I'd give you the moon, it's the least I could do

But it just wouldn't be right

Call it life, call it distance, call it time

Call me yours, but I wish you were mine

Two people

Too scared

To be in love

He can't say your name

But you shout his from the hills

You fell in love with a con-man

Who's just practicing his skills

I feel so ashamed

Didn't know I took your place

You forgive you forget but you live in regret

and he's just saving face

So he takes you to Monaco

And he buys you designer clothes

Hiding things that you'll never know

That's how the story goes

And he lies through his pearly teeth

Makes a villain of me

You used to hold all my jealousy

Now you just have my pity

We could've been friends

If he wasn't the one

You fell in love with an Icarus

And he got too close to the sun

A poor excuse of a man

Who hides behind his words

He touches you in the same white car

That he hit me where it hurts

Still he takes you to Monaco

And you think that you'll let it go

You're just soothing your own ego

That's how the story goes

And you lie through your pearly teeth

Tell yourself that you're happy

'Cause you know that you'll never be

You have my pity

Let him go let him go

Why can't you let him go?

Let him go

Let him go let him go

Why can't you let him go?

Let him go

Let him go let him go

Why can't you let him go?

Let him go

Let him go let him go

Why can't you let him go?

Let him go

Someday you'll be in Monaco

Wearing all your designer clothes

And he'll finally let you go

And I'll say I told you so

I used to hear your favorite band on my free time

So we can play it in your car and scream the rhymes

Used to imagine what would happen if you were mine

My friends would ask, what's with the sexual tension?

The bubble made of love and fear of rejection

They saw right through my masochistic obsession

No, we weren't together, but it felt like it

I was jealous, you were possessive, what's the difference?

I wish I could still be your Secret Lovergirl

When we weren't just friends cause the lines were way too blurred

I know, you know, we know, it's not the same anymore

You said it's over and you walked right out the door

So now I'm not your Secret Lovergirl anymore

I miss the way the sunlight painted you golden

Our smiles kept the secrets that we're still holdin'

I know we're over, but I swear I'm still hopin'

No, we weren't together, but it felt like it

I was jealous, you were possessive, what's the difference?

I wish I could still be your Secret Lovergirl

When we weren't just friends cause the lines were way too blurred

I know, you know, we know, it's not the same anymore

You said it's over and you walked right out the door

So now I'm not your Secret Lovergirl anymore

I really miss you

Miss what we had too

Seventeen, everything felt so new

I wish we could still be in your car singing

Holding on to something bigger than we could ever be

I wish I could still be your Secret Lovergirl

When we weren't just friends cause the lines were way too blurred

I know, you know, we know, it's not the same anymore

You said it's over and you walked right out the door

So now I'm not your Secret Lovergirl anymore